Today's the first day of the Group Counselling module. While I was quite cheerful initially, some when along the class, my mood changed from cheerful to envy, anger and conflict.

It's difficult to reconcile all these with my determination to remain emotionally unaffected and neutral. I have arrived at the decision logically to cut off my emotions, and yet, some when during the class, it all came back again.

Envy, anger, conflicting, conflicted and all other negative emotions.

What more can I say? If this is important, even when I'm old, I will remember. If this is not important, years down the road, I won't remember at all.

Good night. xoxoxo.