I have been neglecting my blogs for quite some time. Both my technical blog and personal blog, that is.
Simply put, I've run out of juice. What to write? My thoughts? My problems? Sometime ago, I mentioned about NDA. Why, just last week, I've signed another NDA. I must dedicate a certain number of hours per week to a certain task.
When I set up this blog, I wanted to wax about technical and personal stuff. Then, sensing that certain audience might not have the inclination to know too much technical stuff, I separated the blogs. So, for this blog, I write personal stuff, and for that blog, I write technical stuff. And hell, if I wanted to talk something personal and technical, I choose either blog and blog away!
When I was younger, the truth meant the truth. Then, when I got older, I learnt that sometimes, people didn't want to know the truth. So, I learnt how to present the truth with obmission.
When I joined the Navy, I met two friends who taught me how to dress up/groom myself. Before I met them, I used to wear whatever I feel comfortable with, and if people didn't like it, so be it! I remembered studying with them, eating with them, having fun with them, fighting together with them, indeed, fighting them too, and sleeping together with them.
I think the turning point of our relationship was sometime in 2001. I had left the Navy for nearly 6 months then, and one of them just left. HM got a job, and refused to say what his job is. In 2002, BK also left the Navy, and he too was getting a job. He too refused to say what his job is. It was around that time, that I had to leave for Jakarta. For several months, when they called me for coffee, I would say I was busy. After I came back from Jakarta, I looked them up.
Last night, I called HM up for coffee, and he called BK too. The reason I called HM up for coffee was that I had to return a book to Daniel in Yishun. As usual, I was late. And I was late for 20 minutes. I think there's a problem with me somewhere with regards to punctuality. Anyway, HM shifted the location to Causeway Point. We met at Courts' computer section, and after looking around for a while, we went up to eat at the foodcourt. After dinner, we adjourned to a coffeeshop near BK's neighbourhood, because both Delifrance and Ya Kun were too occupied.
So, from around 2120, we had coffee and chatted until nearly 2300. Then, because I had a coffee and a tea, I cannot sleep, until nearly 0600 this morning! BK had some great ideas about his business that I shouldn't reveal here.
Meeting up with them and having coffee is great! Should I do it more often? Ever since Oct last year, I think I have been withdrawing more and more into a world of my own.
Should I reach out and meet more people?