It's been nearly 2 years since I left my previous company and more than 5 years since I've participated aggressively in the FTs, nearly 11-12 years since I started participating in the FTs.
Today, I've just voluntary deleted all the ngs for the FTs that I've participated in: Aurora Dexter Tomahawk Kylix Cortez K2 Sidewinder Diamondback KittyHawk Octane Highlander Tiburon Edison.
It's time to move on.
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
...
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need 'em again some day
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
- Way back into Love, from the movie Music and Lyrics