Near the last quarter of 2007, I began to lose passion in what I was doing, but not what I was doing on the side, helping out with the team since 1999. Dec 2007, on a trip to Bangkok, I shot an arrow into the air and asked for guidance. The answer came in Jan 2008 when I was approached by a new team. Seduced by the challenges and remunerations, I left in April 2008 and stopped what I was doing with the FT team, though I've been monitoring the postings the team have been making since then.

In April 2009, I will return to Bangkok to return my thanks and seek a new guidance, as I've been noticing that I've been losing my faith and passion again. Over the years, I've experienced plenty of loss of faith and passions. In the class the other day, while in a group counselling practise session, I discussed passion burnt out. One of my classmates asked if it was real, and I said that both the issues I've discussed are real.

I believe I can sustain my passion until my counselling course ends. In the meantime, I will begin monitoring for a good team that needs a new member.